My everyday job is flexible and there’s some days that I get the opportunity to take off when Drew has a day off. We look forward to these kind of days that we can leisurely get up without an alarm and cook a yummy breakfast. Today I burnt our “yummy” breakfast, so we had cereal, but that’s beside the point. Today is one of our favorite kinds of days. The house is cozy, the aroma of coffee {and burnt croissants} is all throughout the house and the windows are open allowing us to hear the hustle and bustle on Ann Street. These kinds of mornings are the mornings that I long for. Mornings like this make all the chaotic mornings of the past few weeks forgotten.
Im thankful for today.
…thankful for windy, rainy mornings
…thankful for the beauty of nature
…thankful for a cozy space to sit down and write
…thankful for a peace that is filling my soul.
As this new day and month of May begins, I am fighting the urge to start rushing and creating plans for the day and for the month. I am fighting the urge to leave this peace behind and start running towards {my} goals at full force. But this morning, I felt God say…Breann, slow down. Take a minute to relax in my presence.
So, for now, I am letting God’s presence fill me up.
Instead of jumping into action,
I am listening.
I am opening my hands up and letting Him guide me. Sometimes, I’ll admit it, it’s hard for me. It’s so hard to open my clinched fists and let myself be vulnerable. This constant fight has led me to so many circumstances where my plans have gotten me in trouble. Y’all, I am focusing so hard on what I want and what I think is best for me, that I lose sight of what God wants and what God knows is best for me. See the difference there? I can think all I want and try to come up with these plans that I believe are going to lead me to success or happiness or wealth or to some thought up future. But the main point is, if I am planning and keeping my fists clenched tight, then I will never truly find the life {the story} that God wrote for me. God’s plans for me are not always what I want or what I imagined them to be. In fact, most of the time they aren’t. But the beauty of it all is that, yes, maybe they aren’t the plans I imagined or dreamed of, but they are the plans that He created for me.
So for now, this morning…I’m enjoying sitting in my favorite chair in my favorite room of the house sipping some coffee and enjoying God’s blessings. I have my hands open and I’m listening. I’m not planning or fighting or rushing around. I am simply sitting, listening carefully and waiting patiently to see what’s next in my story. The plans are already written by the most amazing Author, but it’s my responsibility to follow Him wholeheartedly.
Here is my prayer for today. Maybe it can be a prayer for you, too…
Dear God- Thank you. Thank you for the plans that you have so carefully written for my life. In you, I feel peace and I feel hope. I know that You have my life and my purpose planned perfectly and I am listening. I am opening up my hands and I am ready to receive all that You want for my life. I want to bring glory and honor to you in everything that I do. I pray that today, I feel peace and with your help, I pray that I take one moment at a time, enjoying every single bit of blessing that you provide. I thank you for all that you have provided me and I thank you for the promise of a future with You. -In your heavenly name, Amen.
Stay joyful, my friends…
{and remember to Let go (of the plans, the worry, the fear) and Let God.}
XO, Breann
P.S. If you need more comfort and peace through words, check out my dear friend’s Elizabeth’s book, begin.. I had the honor of being one of the contributors. The words within this book are filled with beauty, life and a whole lot of Jesus. Click HERE to see more..